ENGAGED!

My brother and his girlfriend just got engaged!

Congratulations to them! :)

What I just found...

... in my bathroom sink...

Hi, hello

How are you all today?

I have nothing else to say, haha!

Kisses and hugs!
Bella

Today...

...I will start editing. When I have edited ALL of the vlogs that I'm behind with, I will start uploading them.

I will also make a little video every day, with my progress.

Of course I will update you here, on my BLOG.

Love you!
Bella

In one month...

CHRISTMAS!

You know what they say, one that waits for something good will never wait too long...

Being reckless

Hi everyone.

I just had a couple of awful, horrible days. Let's see past that and choose to be happy!


Do you know what I feel like sometimes?


I feel like bying stuff on the internet for money that I would never, ever get - all on credit. I would like to buy an apartment for millions of swedish kronor, and get a loan for all of it. I feel like getting a huge tattoo (my dad would hate me for the rest of my life). I feel like going into a store and shoplift. I feel like being reckless. I have been such a "good  girl" for so long and I am tired of waiting for my reward.


And I also feel envy, a lot of it. And here's why:


1. A person I know gets an iPhone, that actually was meant for me, and sells it (because it was stolen) and gets 2 grand for it.


2. The same person gets student contributions, and I don't. BUT - we made the same amount of work and study and he made it and I did not.

3. This person has a lot of money and I have so I barely make it every month

4. He has great friends. And noone wants to be with me.



But you know what? I don't care if people think I'm wierd. Because I will always be me, and if someone doesn't like me when I'm my self - then they are not people who I want to be with.

And also, I will choose to be happy and choose to not care. Because I have my own apartment, I have a computer, I have an awesome mom, I have a great life. I will not have a person named Envy eating me up from the inside.

I can be whatever I want to be.

But I will not buy stuff for money that I don't have. I will not BUY an apartment. I will not get a tattoo (just yet) and I will not shoplift. Only in my dreams where everything is legal.

I have also not vlogged for a long time now, but that is just because I want to force myself to edit. And I will do that. I will be a happier person and I am taking care of my life right now!

I love you all who are actually reading my blog!

New vlogs!

Still going strong on the vegan-food! But today's meal wasn't completely vegan, rater vegetarian. Because I had some "real" cheese and butter in my lasagna and corn because I couldn't find vegcheese and I need to use my butter before it gets bad - and I don't want any animals suffering to be for nothing (which in my mind it would be if I threw away the butter).

I have uploaded three new vlogs, and you can see them underneath here. I have also edited more vlogs, but my internet don't want to upload it, so you have to wait for those.

Hi! My name is Bella and I'm a fake-vegan!

Since NO ONE of you said "happy birthday" the first of november, I'd love if you just watched this documentary instead.

This is serious. I stopped eating meat from the supermarket and I only eat meat or egg or milk from the local farmer. But I'm considering drinking ordinary milk, just because the swedish milkcows are quite healthy (I think!). But I will try to drink soymilk or another replacement before I start drink ordinary milk. So I'm a fake-vegan right now.

Please watch this and share it with your friends. People need to know!

More vlogs

I have edited more vlogs, but my internet only works in one place of the apartment, so i'll maybe get it up by tomorrow or later tonight

Bad thing

Something horrible has happened. I will not vlog nor blog for some days.

Finally

I'm planning on doing a lot of editing today :)

My computer hates me

I've tried to upload my videos for 4 days, but my computer stops the uploading for some reason? :(

I feel healthy!

I've just eaten strawberries and oranges instead of popcorn, chips or candy! I feel soooooo healthy right now :)

Hello!

Where have you all been? At blizzcon? ;)

Vloggelito

Do you like the new intro & outro?
The music is by Nathan Wills/Paradigma - youtube.com/paradigma

Be sure to check him out!

Kisses and hugs!
Bella

New vlog is on its way!

I'm exporting/processing/producing the new vlog! The editing is done and it has some new exiting things in it, SO BE SURE TO STAY TUNED!

Hugs and Kisssessss!
Bella

Why so late?

I just got psyched to edit some vlogs, then I realized that it's bedtime!

I have to go to bed by now so I'll get used to it and get used to waking up by 6 am, because I might get a phone call at 7, saying that I need to work. Better be safe than sorry!


I'll try to get into editing tomorrow.

Kisses and hugs!
Bella

Sick!

I'm sick today. :( I'll vlog when I get better. Will try to edit some vlogs this week!

New vlog!

It finally succeeded. Now I'm going to study. See you tomorrow! :)



Hugs and kisses!
Bella

Youtube hates me

This will now be the third time I'll try to upload the vlog. :(

Eh?

I tried to upload the vlog, but I don't think it successively uploaded to the you - tube. And my nailpolish is RUINED! I'll try again later tonight (when my boyfriend don't need the internet for playing games ;) ) .

See you tomorrow!

Creating!

Well, I shortened the vlog from 1.12 hrs to about 20 minutes. YOU'RE WELCOME! ;)

I'll upload it tomorrow. I need to go to sleep now.

Kisses and hugs!
Bella

UPDATE!

1. I woke up by the sound of my phone ringing at 7:12 AM. It was the daycare and they wanted me to work. I got home by 5 PM.

2. They have a "vomit-sickness" at work. (Which means I probably wont feel good by tomorrow)

3. My internet did not want to work for a couple of hours.

4. The new vlog IS KILLING ME.

I have to subtitle about 30 minutes worth of footage. And I have not edited the last part. I think I will just watch it and delete the not so funny stuff and delete the subtitle part. Because I'm starting to hate it right now.

See you tomorrow.
Bella

Long vlog is long?

I just have 1 hr and 15 minutes of raw, unedited footage from September 9. I just have to get into it!

See you on the other side!

Editing

Now I will sit down and edit some vlogs! :) I'll update you when the new one is up.

This is what I've been waiting for!

Cool, right?

WoW

So it appears that someone has been messing with my account. That's not fun at all. So now I have changed my email, password and added an authenticator so you can't log onto my account if you don't have my iPhone with you. Now I feel a little bit more safe. :)

Have you ever been banned from a game?

Love,
Bella

One month from now...

... I'll be 20 and RIGHT NOW will be the magic 11/11/11 - 11:11. December 12th next year will be my imaginary wedding-day. I've told myself the last 5 years that that's my last opportunity to get married. And now I know that that's not plausible.

SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE.

from: http://www.fusionohio.com/img/flowers.jpg

Love, Bella.

Good morning!

Hello! I will soon get to the editing-business! But first I need to take care of my studybook. Yes, that just became a new word.

And by the way, I got an email yesterday night saying that my WoW-account was closed because I had sold stuff for real money? I have not played since last winter.. That's weird...

The spelling of weird is weird. I want to spell it like wierd, because that's how you pronounce it...

See you in a couple of hours!

Love,
Bella

Daycare

I got home from the daycare a couple of hours ago and I'm SO EXHAUSTED! Those kids really know how to be energetic.

Now I'm going to have a date with my books and then a threesome with the bed. See you tomorrow, my darlings!

Hugs and kisses!
Bella

Don't be mad

I'm sorry. I don't have the time to edit tonight. But if I'm not working tomorrow I PROMISE I will try... ;)

Please don't be mad?

Hugs and kisses!
Bella

New VLOG!

Go watch on my channel, http://www.youtube.com/bellishen och just go watch down here!

Processing!

Processing the video! And I will go to the new work tomorrow :) Finally they want me! Chasing kids all day. I love it :)

Editing!

Now I will sit down and edit one vlog, so I'll get started! :) See you in a few.

PARTEY

Going off to a party soon. A friend is turning 20 (like 300 others this month). See you in my vlogs! ;)

Hugs and kisses!
Bella

OLD!

Oh, my, god! I just had one of those "I'M SO OLD"-thoughts. I mean, 20 is not that old... But I'm soon TWENTY YEARS OLD. Imagine how long that is! Some animals don't live more than 15 years. It's FIVE years since I was going into 9th grade. It's TEN years since 9/11. And I remember it like it was yesterday (from a cognitive point of view, I probably don't). I started the UNIVERSITY (or college) a whole YEAR ago. I'm just sooooo old.

If this is my 20-year-crisis, then what about in 10 years, when I'm turning 30?

Nothing

Hey! What's up?

Nope

I made it if they are high on drugs when they correct it. But it is my own fault! I didn't study enough, I admit it. But right now I'm regretting that I didn't write what I know instead of what I don't know... Oh well. I just have to swipe the dust off, rise and then go for the next one! At least now I know how to study. :) Always be positive!

Hugs and kisses

Bella

Exam-time

Heading for the exam now! Wish me luck! :)

STUDY!

I've been studying all day. Did'nt vlog today ...

Need to go to bed now! I'll be up by 4-5 am tomorrow. The big examination is tommorrow! NERVOUS!

Kisses and hugs!
Bella

Update before bed

Hello YOU THERE! ;)

Yes, there is a few grammatical/spelling errors in my last post, but I was late (as usual) and I didn't really have time to blog, at all. But I did it anyways, just for you ;)

I have no work tomorrow! That is good, because I still need to study for the exam on friday :S I hope I'll make it. If you notice any missing "s" - that is because my s-button is letting me down.

So I have a date with my book and my pillow now - good night and I'll see you tomorrow!

(BTW! I'll start editing vlogs on saturday!)

Kisses and hugs!
Love,
Bella

Hello!

A new day, a new adventure!

I studied all morning and afternoon, but still have about 100 pages left.

Soon there is time for work! Wish me luck! :D

Good night!

Did not vlog much at all today. Sorry. I have to read about 200 pages tonight and in tomorrow morning, because I am b - e - h - i - n - d. :( Sorry! Next week I'll catch up!

See you tomorrow!
Hugs and kisses!
Love,
Bella

Late, as usual

I really need to run now, going to work and I'll be back by 5, see you then!

Hugs and kisses!
Bella

Here are some facts about me:

Name: Preferably Bella.

Twitter: twitter.com/missbellish
Youtube: youtube.com/bellishen
               youtube.com/reviewsbybella

Working as: A type of salesman (-woman), and at a kindergarden as some sort of nanny.
Studying: Psychology courses

Relationship: A hot, sexy boyfriend that is the kindest person you'll ever meet. We have been officially together since 3/11 -10

Vlogged since: August 24, 2011
Done reviews since: TODAY! YAY!

And whatever you don't know, just comment below.

Hugs and kisses!
Bella

Just got home

Just got home after 4 hours @ work. :) Now I will study and then my bed is my date for tonight.

Good night!
Hugs and kisses
Bella

First blogpost!

Well hello and welcome!

This is Bellishen, "known" from youtube. In this blog I will post my vlogs and update you on my process in ReviewsByBella and the editing and other funny stuff.

Be shure to subscribe to youtube.com/bellishen TODAY!

Hugs and kisses
Bella